me and nate the butterflies dad & nate lookn @ butterflies



me releasing Wyatt's butterfly, unfortunately the butterfly didn't get in the pic...

Overall the walk was nice and i was proud of myself for doing so well. then came time for me to get in line to get Wyatt's butterfly and i broke down in tears. of course DH took nate to the potty so i was all alone crying in a line waiting for Wyatt's butterfly. i think it was a combination of what it meant and the music they were playing. so from then i had to force myself to stop crying for the rest of the day.
i'm glad we did it and it was a nice tribute to Wyatt but i'm not sure we'll do it again. it's just so overwhelming.
just wanted to share! thanks for listening.
8.15.07 NATHAN
6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP.
4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10.
1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527
10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
Re: pics from the walk and a recap...
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I'm sorry you were all alone to release Wyatt's butterfly. I can only imagine how emotionally overwhelming it would be.
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(((hugs)))
Thanks for sharing this. What a beautiful experience.
How wonderful for you and your family. Thank you for sharing the pictures. So touching, I'm all teary-eyed. Hugs to you.
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