TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

pics from the walk and a recap...

me and nate                  the butterflies          dad & nate lookn @ butterflies

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me releasing Wyatt's butterfly, unfortunately the butterfly didn't get in the pic...

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Overall the walk was nice and i was proud of myself for doing so well.  then came time for me to get in line to get Wyatt's butterfly and i broke down in tears.  of course DH took nate to the potty so i was all alone crying in a line waiting for Wyatt's butterfly.  i think it was a combination of what it meant and the music they were playing. so from then i had to force myself to stop crying for the rest of the day.

i'm glad we did it and it was a nice tribute to Wyatt but i'm not sure we'll do it again. it's just so overwhelming. 

just wanted to share!  thanks for listening. 

Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in

Re: pics from the walk and a recap...

  • I am glad that you got to experience this.  Those are great pictures of you and your family.
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  • ((hugs))

    I'm sorry you were all alone to release Wyatt's butterfly. I can only imagine how emotionally overwhelming it would be. 

     

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  • The pics look great!  Sounds like it was a really nice event.  I can see how that would be overwhelming, but I'm glad that you all went. 
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  • I'm glad that you did it, at least this once. Hugs, hon.
  • ((hugs)) thank you for sharing the pictures with us. Sounds like a wonderful tribute to Wyatt.

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  • ::big hugs:: You are so strong!  Thanks for sharing the pictures, they are beautiful.
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  • Thank you for sharing the pictures. :) I'm glad you got to do this. (hugs)
  • thanks ladies and always being so supportive. 
    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
  • thank you for sharing this was a great tribute to your son. 
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  • So beautiful.  Sending you lots of love and hugs
  • Wonderful pics! Thank you for sharing!
    TTC Since Oct 08 BFP #1- 1/23/09, missed m/c 2/26/09 BFP #2- 9/8/09, natural m/c 9/16/09 BFP #3- 4/13/10, missed m/c 5/26/10 BFP #4- 4/6/11 beta#1 at 12dpo-133 prog-55.7, beta#2 at 16dpo- 861 DD born 12/8/2011 BFP#5- 11/23/12 EDD 7/25/13 Dx- Uterine septum (removed Aug 2010), endo, MTHFR C677t hetero, Factor II hetero, Low Protein S Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • *hugs* that sounds like a beautiful tribute.
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  • (((hugs)))

    Thanks for sharing this.  What a beautiful experience. 

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  • What a beautiful way for you and your family to remember Wyatt.
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    Thanks for sharing.  It sounds so beautiful and so hard.  ((hugs))
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  • How wonderful for you and your family.  Thank you for sharing the pictures.  So touching, I'm all teary-eyed.  Hugs to you.

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  • Such beautiful pictures. I'm sorry you were alone when you were releasing. Hugs.  I'm glad the day went well though.
    DD(9)DD(5.5)DS(3)DS(born 2/1/11) July 2006, lost a baby at 8 weeks, natural miscarriage , May 2009 lost Zoe Eliana at 17 weeks no reason known, possible under developed organs. Lost two more babies in September 2009 at 7 wks 4 days. Had myomectomy surgery to remove a large fibroid in November 2009.
  • That's so nice you could do that for Wyatt. ((hugs))

    BFP 12/18/2009. HB 1/4/2010. NO HB 1/18/2010. D&C 1/19/2010
    April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
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  • (((HUGS)))  That sounds like a lovely way to pay tribute to Wyatt.
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