hooray!!! after my bleeding episode last thurs. i think that was it. i only had about a day or so of light spotting and then it changed quickly to fertile cm! i think i'm even having ewcm today! now i must keep DH away from me. i hope this time passes soon so we can move on and maybe even TTC next cycle. we'll see what the doc says on fri.

8.15.07 NATHAN
6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP.
4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10.
1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527
10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
Re: YES, i think the spotting is finally over!
I was just logging on to page you and see how you were doing / feeling and saw your post.
I hope the spotting is over for you....and I hope you get great news Friday. I know this is a rough time for you......you've been in my thoughts and prayers lately. I hope you're dealing as well as you can with it all. Emotions can be pretty overwelming.
thanks for thinking of me. i had a nice little cry last night b/c i'm missing my dad, wyatt and this last pregnancy. i even re-read some books on dealing w/ m/c and infant loss. it brought back a lot of memories. i know this week will definitely be an emotional one. and on top of everything else it's my birthday on thurs. too. craziness.
how are you doing/feeling??
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I'm glad the spotting has stopped.
HUGS
A good cry does a lot of good. I had mine last night as well. I do fine as long as I don't lay in bed awake at night....but last night, I got woke up and then I spent the next little while balling my eyes out. Generally, I'm doing pretty well.....dealing with it as I would expect I would be. I'm hoping I get the phone call today saying my betas are back down to 0.
(((((HUGS))))) on the week ahead of you. That is so much to take in....I can't even imagine. I hope you're able to enjoy a little bit of your birthday, but I know its gotta be hard.
night time is the worst for me. i think it's b/c i'm so tired and i get emotional.
i hope your beta's are back to 0!!! that would be great news!
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April 2011 IUI #1 BFN. High FSH and other issues.
May 2011 Chose to build our family through adoption
September 2011 Actively waiting for a match
11/26/11 Surprise BFP * DD born 7/23/12
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