PPD/PPA?

kennifer7

I have been battling/dealing with PPD since my daughter was born.  I am on Wellbutrin for it and I just am not sure that its working anymore.  Long story short, both my parents were diagnosed with cancer 6 months apart and I really, REALLY hated my job. Needless to say I was depressed, I started taking Wellbutrin and I could tell a big difference, I mean big difference, it didn?t feel so dark anymore, I felt so much better and I could deal with the situation.  Fast forward two years, I stopped taking the Wellbutrin when we decided to TTC, and I was fine.  Had my daughter and went back on Wellbutrin for PPD,.  I guess my question is, how do you know if its PPA as well as PPD?  I lose my temper super quick to the point I feel like my blood is boiling, I miss Kaitlyn so much during the day, yet when I am with her I keep checking the clock constantly to see when either my husband will be home or how much longer until her bed time.  I feel like a horrible mom because of this.  I know I need to talk to my doctor about all of this which I am, but it makes me feel like I am a crazy person or something.  Lately also I just cant seem to get all my *** together.  I know all the stuff that I need to do but I cant make myself do any of it and then I feel like crap cause I didn?t get anything done.  I know this is long and if you read it all thanks?If you had/have PPA does this sound like what you are/were dealing with or am I just crazy.

jaime5121

It does sound like maybe you need a different medication.  I had to stop my BC because it was interacting with my meds - currently trying to decide what BC to take now.  But, I found myself losing my temper again, and everything starting all over again.  I wasn't diagnosed with PPA, but I can tell you that when my meds aren't working right, I have a very short temper with DH.  I hope your Dr can help you find a med that will help you.  My OB has referred me to a psychiatrist to manage my meds since I'm having some interactions.  HTH!!!