When you first found out your baby was going to be a special needs child, were you angry when you saw people with healthy babies? I saw a woman with a baby about the same size as Reagan yesterday and my first reaction was to be angry that she had a healthy baby and my baby is going to be mentally delayed. Then I felt horrible because we are truely blessed to have Reagan and we love her so much. I felt like I wasn't satisfied with my baby and that's not true at all. Has anyone else gone through this? How did you cope with those spontaneous feelings of negativity?