going through DH withdrawl...

eawebster

so the hubby had to leave this afternoon for drill this weekend, which means it just me all weekend. and the dog of course. but this is seriously a true testament as to how sane he's kept me. the only time we've really been "apart" this past month is when one or both of us is at work. he's been gone maybe, oh, 5 hours and i've completely fallen apart. every time i walk past our office (the to-be nursery) i bawl. every time i walk past a mirror and see my empty belly, i bawl. booooo to this!! he's the glue that's been holding me together, and it's not here anymore. major suckage!

acast187

I know how you feel my FI and I dont live in the same city! When i had my MC he was at the mall with a friend and i called to tell him about what the doc told me... He drove 2 1/2 hours down from were he was to get to me!  I had moved down to help take care of my nephew for a couple weeks after he was born so i was away from him.For the past 2 months he has lived 2 and 1/2 hours away from me! We only seen each other maybe 3 times! I know he is my rock and i feel so lost without him next to me! I only feel put together when he is around me!

BlakeG

I know exactly how you feel.  DH has been away on business the past few days and I've been a mess ever since.  Hang in there!

pandapepperoni

I understand completely, we only sererate when we absolutely have to. I'm sorry I don't have anything to say to make you feel better, just that I get it. And don't be hard on yourself for falling apart, just try to find ways to occupy your mind if you can.

Amanda02a

My DH had to go on a business trip shortly after our loss... I made my mom come over every night and sit with me.  Do you have any family or close friends that live near by that can be your "tape" until your glue returns? Either way, the ladies on this board hold each other together pretty well (we're like the duct tape of the adhesive family). We'll be here for you!  ((hugs))

littlebabytrad

I feel the same way. I was by myself for just one evening and I felt like I was gonna fall apart. It's not a good feeling. DH promised not to leave me for a while.