So, I went to the doctor this morning. I told her everything that has been going on, and everything that I have been feeling. She prescribed zoloft. She also suggested that I find someone that I can talk to, or go see a counselor.
I called my step-mom (who I haven't talked to in about 3 years) and I told her what was going on. The three sentences that she said to me, meant the most to be in the whole entire world:
1) I care about you
2) I love you
3) I know you can get through this
She and I are also going to talk once a day. That way I'll have someone not only to talk to and share what I'm feeling, but also she could help me if I get overwhelmed.
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