i havent gotten on here since james was a newborn, but i went through very VERY severe PPD. please know you are not alone, it is out of your control and there IS help. i would be willing to talk to you, whether it be through email (i dont get on here much), facebook, even phone. im thankful ive gotten out of it thanks to zoloft and support from my family and friends. here were my starting symptoms:
not wanting anything to do with james, resenting him, silently wishing he would die (this is the PPD, not me), crying uncontrollably, wanting to die, unwanted thoughts of both of us dying, feeling utter hopelessness, thinking id be the only mom out there who didnt love her child, etc...
please please PLEASE if you are needing someone to talk to who went through this, i would be more than happy to talk to you. just PM me and ill be happy to give you my info.
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