XBG

CBKMRB

"I think you are mostly feeling so down because your first baby is a grown up now, that's got to be hard to swallow!"

This is definitely part of it.  I'm a wreck! 

xbrooklyngrl

I can't even imagine, It would take me a really long time to get used to that and I know how I am, I'd feel exactly like you.

Just try to remember its a good thing, great thing and you've done an amazing job. Big hugs to you!