***Luna***

lovesinthehouse

Hey Luna, I went on the search for you since I hadn't heard anything about your IVF #2 and I found your post from a few days ago. I am so so so sorry. I am devastated for you that you have so few options left. At least DEs are an option. I have complete faith that you will be a mother. And your DH obviously loves you (and your future LO) no matter how you build your family. You two will be awesome parents. Lots of love and hugs.

lunatwo

Hey you!  Love your siggy pic!!  What a cutie!!!!!!

Thanks for looking for me.  You guys have all been so great through all of this stuff.  I am really sad but ready to move on to what's next.  It's almost a relief not to have the pressure on anymore.  I honestly did not expect this two years ago when we "decided" to have a baby.  I thought for sure I'd have one by now and all would be fine.  Oh well, life is like that, I guess.

How are you doing?  Adjusting to motherhood?  I can't believe you are all on PAL now (all of us olides).  I love lurking over there.  Sometimes I think I will just start posting there for fun.  I still might even though I don't meet the minimum requirements. 

lovesinthehouse

You should definitely post on PAL. I would love to see you pop in and let us know how you're doing!

Even though you're sad, you sound like you're handling it really well. I don't think life turns out like any of us expect, in any way, really. I'm sorry that things have not gone as planned, but, even though I could probably get flamed for saying this, I'm sure when you have your LO, however you get there, you will be so grateful.

I thought motherhood was so easy at first, and now I feel like my babe cries all the freaking time. I'm trying really hard to pay attention to him and figure out what he needs or why he's crying. And then I start back to work next week, which will be a huge transition that's making me nervous as well. But like everyone says, I wouldn't trade it for the world. He's an awesome little guy and I am really blessed.

You will be too, Luna. Love you. Have a great time on your vacation and let loose!

lunatwo

I've seen a lot of people say that about their babies being a breeze for a month or so and then something changes and they cry or won't sleep or whatever.  But then it seems to calm down again.  I'm sure it's just a temporary thing.  Hang in there!  I can't imagine how hard it is but I can only tell from others and their experiences.

Love you too, thank you so much for remembering me over here!  I know it's hard for people who have moved on to remember us who have been left behind.  You always do though, it is so nice!  Someday I can only pray that I am with you on PAL.  GL going back to work, hope it's not too hard on ya.

lovesinthehouse

I will never forget the girls that helped me through such a rough time as a miscarriage and TTC again for 10 months. I will continue to pray for you, and I KNOW you'll be on PAL in due time.