So I am 19 weeks preg & have been feeling extra anxious, lacking concentration, can't sleep & EXTRA moody lately. I have been researching and came across Antepardum Depression which happens during pregnancy as opposed to Postpartum. Has anyone else experienced this, & f so, what should I do?
Re: Antepartum Depression...
I was diagnosed with this. It is terrible. let me say that what you may be experiencing is a rush of horomones and not necessarily APD.
APD is rare. But I am by no means silencing you. Speak with your doctor if you believe you have it.
Those at rish have a history of depression, high risk pregnancy, trouble conceiving, severe morning sickness.
I knew I needed help when I found myself resenting and not wanting the pregnancy (which I went through a year of IF treatments to acheive). I was so depressed and anxious I could not stay by myself or function normally. My husband had to accompany me to the bathroom and help me shower because I was petrified of being alone with myself. I had suicidal and unhealthy thoughts. I was so sick with morning sickness that I honestly wished I would miscarry and that is so so so not me or what I wanted in reality at all. I had so much anxiety and nerves that I caused contractions and had to be medicated. As soon as I spoke to the doctor and was medicated I felt much better and was able to enjoy the pregnancy like I should have and so badly wanted to. I wanted the pregnancy to be over because I honestly was petrified that I would die during childbirth. I look back on this time and cannot believe what I felt and went through. Its like a period of my life when I was not myself. APD is even more closeted than PPD and I wish I knew about it and didn't suffer in silence for 22 weeks before I got help. i lost a few friends during this disease from horrible things I said/did and I often wonder how things would have been different had I not suffered from APD.
I was at MAJOR risk for PPD after the birth because of the APD, but we monitored me closely and upped my meds after the birth and I never developed PPD.
If you feel that you are experiencing this or anything similar, talk to your doctor. You and your baby should not suffer through this and sometimes medicating or intervention is more helpful than harmful to the fetus as a depressed mom is of no use to anyone.
PM me if you need more help or info.
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