Dreams

crystalknpp

So growing up I was extremely close with my great grandmother and after she passed away whenever I was going through something rough in my life I would always have dreams about her and she would tell me things in those dreams about how certain situations would turn out.  About a month after my first loss I had a dream about her and I was telling her all about me loosing my baby.  She then said "Don't worry everything will work out and you will get your healthy baby in January"  Our first month TTCAL was January so I assumed I would get KU right away if what she said was actually true and not just wishful thinking but I didnt get my seconf BFP until March.  If I get my BFP this cycle I would be due January 2nd.  I don't even know if I O'd this cycle yet I'm still holding onto hope from a dream I had months ago.  Does that make me crazy?  Anybody else have a similar experience or am I the only one who believes in stuff like this?

companion cube

I do, I believe in stuff like this, and I don't think you are crazy. But maybe I'm crazy...

ashleyy0219

I certainly don't think that you are crazy.

I totally believe in this stuff.  I have a strong intuition about things and while I'm sure most people would think I'm a lil crazy you can't ignore your instincts because in my opinion they tend to be right.  

:::BFP dust:::

vflipo

I have had dreams that I was losing the baby both times. So no, I don't think you're crazy! I hope you're right and you get a sticky baby born in January. 

crystalknpp

Thanks girls its nice to know I'm not the only one who believes in this stuff.   I haven't told anyone but DH about my dream.  I didn't want to jinx it or for people to think I was crazy!!

tripplaar

companion cube:

I do, I believe in stuff like this, and I don't think you are crazy. But maybe I'm crazy...

Well put.

I'm so completely jealous. My grandma passed in 1992, and I talk to my her all the time when I'm awake but she never talks back. Keeping my fingers crossed that shes right!

crystalknpp

tripplaar:

Well put.

I'm so completely jealous. My grandma passed in 1992, and I talk to my her all the time when I'm awake but she never talks back. Keeping my fingers crossed that shes right!

I used to dream about her alot right after she passed away but now it's more when I'm going through big things in my life and not just bad things.  Around my wedding I dreamed about her alot and we always have full conversations and I wake up feeling like it was real.....lol Ok now everyone is really gonna think I'm crazy!!  Long story short I think me dreaming about her is like a security blanket for me and it just helps me through tough times.

sciteach104

i don't think your crazy and i am a believer in dreams do come true! keeping fingers crossed for you!

DoingItRight

I hope that you get your bfp this cycle!!!

kndeckar

Awww I think thats so great that you still dream about your great grandma during big times in your life! And I REALLY hope she is right about your baby in January. How crazy and amazing would that be?!?!

crystalknpp

kndeckar:

Awww I think thats so great that you still dream about your great grandma during big times in your life! And I REALLY hope she is right about your baby in January. How crazy and amazing would that be?!?!

It would be amazing if she is right but I'm trying hard not to read to much into it.  I'm so scared of getting my hopes up again and yet at the same time I'm scared of another BFP because I don't think I could handle another loss.  Ugh I need to stay positive!! How are you feeling? Any MF?  I really hope you get a BFP this cycle!!

butterfly843

I have had a lot of things I dream, actually happen later on. Not always right away but when it happens in real life it feels like a deja vu moment.

rock-elle

****sending magic baby dust your way for a sticky January baby