I guess I'll be crying myself to sleep again tonight....
My SIL - whom I love dearly, like my own sister - just called to tell DH and I she is pg with #2. She is 5 years younger than me, she got pregnant with #1 just 6 months after getting married (she got married just 3 months after DH and I), #1 was an "oops", and she always said she was going to wait 5 years before she tried for another. Well, she waited 2 years instead.
And I have to say, DH is terrible at comforting me... I could hear him congratulating her in the next room and I just broke down. He could see me crying and he walks over the hand the phone to me to congratulate her! I had to motion to him to tell her I'm in the shower.. c'mon! Use some common sense! Then, after he hangs up, all he does is say "We'll have our day" which is what he says ALL THE TIME. Those words mean nothing to me anymore - nothing.
Dear God in heaven, I just don't know how much more You expect me to take... I beg of You, please have mercy on me!
Re: SIL just called to announce pg #2 :-(
That's rough cutie. ((HUGS))
Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles, It empties today of its strength. ~Corrie ten Boom
Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow. ~Mary Anne Radmacher (thank you beadinglady)
It's been a long journey. TTC since 9/06. multiple IUI's and IVF's and 4 m/c's. IVF#3 = BFP, twins, induced at 34w6d due to baby b passing away (no explanation). Delivered on 35w1d, Baby A - baby girl, and Baby B - baby boy, our little angel.
MTHFR A1298C & C677T, Immune Issues and Factor II
TTC since 2007
6 IUIs, 3 IVFs, and 2 m/c :< PCOS, Blood Clotting Disorder & MFI
IVF #2 Aug 2011 is a BFN:<
IVF #3 March 2012 is a BFN
Not sure what to do now. Sad and lost.
I hope you don't mind me posting ... I really wanted to send you some (((((HUGE HUGS)))))
So sorry =(
IVF #1 = BFP!! So blessed to have our baby boy! IVF #2 = Convert to frozen - 1 frostie! IVF #3 = Convert to frozen - 1 frostie! FET #1 = 8/14, Two transferred, One stuck! Praying for another healthy miracle! Due: 5/2/13
Me - DX Hashimoto's Disease, Hypothyroid, Rheumatoid Arthritis
DH - DX Azoospermia - Sertoli Cell Syndrome
DS-IUI #1-4 BFN IVF #1 - BFP! It's a boy!!!
After two losses, third time was a charm.
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3 IUI's all BFN
IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11
Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11
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