I am making a new resolution...

crackerjackprinter

to try and just enjoy DS being snuggly.  It really does pass by quickly and since he's likely our last I want to enjoy it.

Yes, it's hard wearing him so much, but my expectations being what they are make it harder.  I just need to get rid of any expectations I had.  I was good at that at the beginning but then I got used to him being able to sleep on his own, etc and they changed.  

I'm going to spend time on the floor playing with Mady if I can, or even just bouncing on the d@mn ball in the living room with Mady instead of at my computer the whole time.  I've been on the computer soooo much just because it takes my mind off of the bouncing and my annoyance with it.  But if I spend more time with Mady she'll be happier and that will help my day be better too.

I'll still be around though, I just won't stay as long.  Thanks for all the advice ladies.  I tried the sleep positioner and arm swaddle today and it worked for 30 minutes.  It's something.  It failed the second time but that's ok.  Hopefully it will work again!

papagena

  Sounds fabulous.  GL today - I hope things are calmer for you - especially with the changes!!