I was just looking through your blog and the post from September had me in tears. First of all, you are a great writer. Holy cow. But really, Oliver is so lucky to have you as a mommy. I am learning to follow Lucy's cues as well and the control freak in me is learning to let go because she won't let me control her! I am learning to cherish the moments we have where she is happy... and her little smile definitely does make it all worth while.
I also know that you guys have struggled with sleep, yet I still "see" you being such a great mommy. Given our struggles with sleep the past four months, you are giving me hope that I can still be the best mommy I can be. ![]()
Plus, your kid is a cutie!