I have been feeling for a while like I may have some anxiety problems. I constantly feel huge surges of adrenaline with racing heartrate and shortness of breath almost every time my baby cries or even wakes up happy from a nap. I am kept up at night with the anxiety that my baby might wake up. (She has slept through the night since she was 4 weeks old.) I keep thinking it will go away but it hasn't. I have never had thoughts of harming her or anything like that so I didn't think it could be PPD. Has anyone else experienced this? Should I call my Dr? Did you call your OB or your Primary care Physcian if you thought you had PPD/PPA? TIA
Re: what did you do when you realized you had PPD/PPA
Call your OB and tell them that you are struggling with PPA and would like to see someone. (I would be leery of anyone prescribing you PPA or PPD meds without seeing you first.)
My PPD/PPA started the afternoon we came home from the hospital. My docs made me wait a couple of (long) weeks before putting me on meds to make sure that it was PPD and not baby blues. Once on meds, things got progressively better. It still took time for the meds to work, but I felt better knowing that I was doing something about it.
I hope that you are able to be seen soon and that you are able to find relief from the anxiety that you are feeling. Please keep us posted!
FYI - I never thought of harming DD either (that would be more like PPPsychosis than PPD or PPA).
GL!