Can we have a WTFT? I just need to get this off my chest. I'm supercalifragilisticexpialidocious crabby right now. ? all the other stuff doesn't really add up to anything. thanks for listening.
I was just skimming through my ooooollllddd email a while ago and found a picture of myself I sent to DH when we first started dating. I looked good. Healthy. Happy. And it made me realize how much I have let myself go and not that I'm NOT happy, but that I am "down". And that made me sad.
DX PCOS 2006 - Off BCPs since 1/09 - TTC #1
4 cycles clomid (50, 100, 150, 200) - FAIL, no O
Multiple cycles clomid + femara - FAIL, no O
3 injectable cycles - FAIL
Ovarian Drilling 6/2010. Several failed cycles follow.
11/2010 - "Hold" on IF treatment.
10/24/2011 - Surprise BFP; EDD 6/21/12! BOY!
Marisa's been sick all week. So first off, I feel horrible for her. But I'm also feeling sorry for me. We were supossed to go to San Antonio to play with her cousin on Monday, had to cancel. Had a playdate with friends who usually have an opposite schedule today, had to cancel. On top of that, she sleeps fitfully, which means I sleep even less. She's also taken to using me as a human jungle gym, which loses its cute factor quickly. She's stir crazy, because she doesn't feel bad all day long, so I think she's pretty over just playing with Mommy.
I have just been crabby lately. I am so ready to move, it always seems as if I can't get caught up on anything, my child is totally acting like the terrible two's lately, BUT I am having my favorite babysitter come today to babysit so I can get my hair done and run errands and have a lunch to myself. So, that will hopefully get me in a better mood! :-)
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Tomorrow is the last day with our nanny and I am super scared and anxious about being home alone with 2 kids every day, all day as of Monday. DD#2 hasn't gone to sleep before midnight for 2 nights in a row and I am exhausted! I want to take a nap but feel so stressed about all the things that I should be doing during the last couple of "easy" days.
I have been sick for over a month. It just wont go away and I am TIRED OF BEING SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I haven't been able to taste food all week and I HATE IT.
DeltaDee - Take a nap!!!! You may not get that opportunity again!!!!!
I have a couple of different stressors working against me right now that I won't go into. Because of it/them, I haven't really taken advantage of this beautiful weather and the week is almost over. The kids have just been doing their normal "bad weather day" stuff - painting, playdoh, puzzles, etc. My house is decorated with beautiful artwork taped everywhere, so that's nice, but we should get out today. I'm determined to pack our day full of fun!
We're having house guests on Saturday. Today is Thursday. Our house is an absolute DISASTER. Our vacuum cleaner died too, so there's probably enough dog hair on the carpet to make a new puppy. Alex added to the mess by leaking through his diaper in the wee (no pun intended) hours of the morning, after I put him in bed with us to nurse, so we woke up with peed on bedding. Meredith has been in a mood all week and is driving me crazy.
My major WTF vent this week is saved for the as$hats at ADP, who run payroll for DH's employer. They botched payroll, so instead of getting a direct deposit on Monday morning, he got a paper check on Monday afternoon. We do most of our banking with an online bank, where the check is normally deposited, but we also have an account with a brick & mortar bank (BM), where we deposit paper checks and then spend from that account or transfer $ to our main online account. Well, because the paper check didn't get deposited until Monday afternoon, BM didn't credit the deposit until Tuesday, AND because of the amount of the check, they put a freaking TWO DAY HOLD on it.
So I've been sitting here, broke, since Monday. I called the BM bank yesterday and asked them to take the hold off the check, but they refused. I am now shopping for a new brick and mortar bank. The check FINALLY cleared this morning, but if I want to transfer $ to our main account and pay bills online, that takes two business days. In other words, I won't have it until Monday. I'll be writing paper checks this month and sending them snail mail, and I am NOT happy about that.
DH took a wet washcloth out of MY bathtub, and put it on MY counter on TOP of MY Soap Opera Digest. Why? No idea. By the time it dries out, next week's issue will probably be here.
Stupid vent, but why???? Why take it out of the bathtub? Why not pay attention to where you're putting it? I was really looking forward to a hot bath and some brainless reading during Marisa's nap.
I am out of basically every kind of grocery. I posted earlier about digging through my cupboards and finding instant coffee to get me through the morning. I had to eat a bag of frozen vegetables for lunch. FROZEN VEGETABLES people.
I did heat them first though.
Is it sad that I still don't "feel" like going to the grocery store?
My "minor fendor bender" has turned into a 5 week nightmare. The other guy's insurance company is a worthless company. I've spent so many hours over the last 5 weeks just trying to get my damn car fixed. I'm $800 (not including my car payment for the month I didn't get to drive it) invested into an accident that isn't my fault! I think I'm going to have to file a claim with my insurance today
Re: NBR: WTF Thursday?
I was just skimming through my ooooollllddd email a while ago and found a picture of myself I sent to DH when we first started dating. I looked good. Healthy. Happy. And it made me realize how much I have let myself go and not that I'm NOT happy, but that I am "down". And that made me sad.
10/24/2011 - Surprise BFP; EDD 6/21/12! BOY!
Sweet baby boy born 6/14 9lb 2oz via csection.
I'll play.
Marisa's been sick all week. So first off, I feel horrible for her. But I'm also feeling sorry for me. We were supossed to go to San Antonio to play with her cousin on Monday, had to cancel. Had a playdate with friends who usually have an opposite schedule today, had to cancel. On top of that, she sleeps fitfully, which means I sleep even less. She's also taken to using me as a human jungle gym, which loses its cute factor quickly. She's stir crazy, because she doesn't feel bad all day long, so I think she's pretty over just playing with Mommy.
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DeltaDee - Take a nap!!!! You may not get that opportunity again!!!!!
I have a couple of different stressors working against me right now that I won't go into. Because of it/them, I haven't really taken advantage of this beautiful weather and the week is almost over. The kids have just been doing their normal "bad weather day" stuff - painting, playdoh, puzzles, etc. My house is decorated with beautiful artwork taped everywhere, so that's nice, but we should get out today. I'm determined to pack our day full of fun!
My WTFT stared on Wednesday.
Took my car into the shop because it was acting funny: $375.00
Took DH's car into the shop today because the breaks suck: $400.00
Have had to have a rental car for three days now: $150.00
Total spent on cars this month 950.00 + the car payment for my car.
It makes me ill.
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We're having house guests on Saturday. Today is Thursday. Our house is an absolute DISASTER. Our vacuum cleaner died too, so there's probably enough dog hair on the carpet to make a new puppy. Alex added to the mess by leaking through his diaper in the wee (no pun intended) hours of the morning, after I put him in bed with us to nurse, so we woke up with peed on bedding. Meredith has been in a mood all week and is driving me crazy.
My major WTF vent this week is saved for the as$hats at ADP, who run payroll for DH's employer. They botched payroll, so instead of getting a direct deposit on Monday morning, he got a paper check on Monday afternoon. We do most of our banking with an online bank, where the check is normally deposited, but we also have an account with a brick & mortar bank (BM), where we deposit paper checks and then spend from that account or transfer $ to our main online account. Well, because the paper check didn't get deposited until Monday afternoon, BM didn't credit the deposit until Tuesday, AND because of the amount of the check, they put a freaking TWO DAY HOLD on it.
So I've been sitting here, broke, since Monday. I called the BM bank yesterday and asked them to take the hold off the check, but they refused. I am now shopping for a new brick and mortar bank. The check FINALLY cleared this morning, but if I want to transfer $ to our main account and pay bills online, that takes two business days. In other words, I won't have it until Monday.
I'll be writing paper checks this month and sending them snail mail, and I am NOT happy about that.
Meredith, 6-1-06 and Alex, 11-5-09
(((((major hugs))))))
I have another petty vent to add to the mix...
DH took a wet washcloth out of MY bathtub, and put it on MY counter on TOP of MY Soap Opera Digest. Why? No idea. By the time it dries out, next week's issue will probably be here.
Stupid vent, but why???? Why take it out of the bathtub? Why not pay attention to where you're putting it? I was really looking forward to a hot bath and some brainless reading during Marisa's nap.
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I am out of basically every kind of grocery. I posted earlier about digging through my cupboards and finding instant coffee to get me through the morning. I had to eat a bag of frozen vegetables for lunch. FROZEN VEGETABLES people.
I did heat them first though.
Is it sad that I still don't "feel" like going to the grocery store?
Seriously ... WTFT?!?!?!
My "minor fendor bender" has turned into a 5 week nightmare. The other guy's insurance company is a worthless company. I've spent so many hours over the last 5 weeks just trying to get my damn car fixed. I'm $800 (not including my car payment for the month I didn't get to drive it) invested into an accident that isn't my fault! I think I'm going to have to file a claim with my insurance today