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Ugh so mad (NGPR)

So I am pretty mad at myself right now.  I put some jeans on this morning that I hadn't worn in a couple of weeks, and I am soooooo uncomfortable in them.  I mean I can barely get them buttoned and they are cutting into me so bad.

I lost about 40 pounds a couple years ago, was at my goal of 120 (I am 5'3) and felt AWESOME!!!  I was working out a lot and I was FIT for the first time in my life.

Now I am back up to 150 and I am so miserable.  When I was at my goal I went out and bought all new cute clothes, and I am slowly running out of clothes that fit me....so I am forced to shove myself into clothes that don't fit because I am NOT buying new clothes unless I lose weight or get pregnant!

Anyone else feel like this?

 

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  • I could have written this myself! Bleh. I am the same height, same weight, and same cycle. Wait, are you me?? Queue twilight zone music. Smile
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  • I feel you.. When my clothes get tight I don't go out and buy new ones.. that's when I "shut my mouth and get on the treadmill" =) I hate that feeling.. I am trying to get back in shape for summer.
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  • I started running again yesterday. I need it.

    I put off working out the past few months because I thought I'd get pg and not have to worry about staying super fit. I could also hide under winter clothes but now that it's 70 degrees outside there's no hiding. I tried on last summer's shorts and they were barely fitting.

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  • I'm so sorry! I know how frustrating this is! I am the same height and joined ww after getting to 166. I lost 25 lbs and got down to 141, but after a few years traveling with my job it was so hard to maintain. I am almost back where I started now (158) and so mad at myself!

    It's torture to just look in that closet and only fit in 10% of the clothes!

    I am training for a triathlon in June (not a full length one - it's an Olympic distance) and I am back at WW so that is helping.

    GL!

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  • imagePinkLove-S:
    I could have written this myself! Bleh. I am the same height, same weight, and same cycle. Wait, are you me?? Queue twilight zone music. Smile

    And it gets stranger... because I am also the same height and weight (but not the same cycle, lol)

     

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    I'm so sorry! I know how frustrating this is! I am the same height and joined ww after getting to 166. I lost 25 lbs and got down to 141, but after a few years traveling with my job it was so hard to maintain. I am almost back where I started now (158) and so mad at myself!

    It's torture to just look in that closet and only fit in 10% of the clothes!

    I am training for a triathlon in June (not a full length one - it's an Olympic distance) and I am back at WW so that is helping.

    GL!

    I lost all of my weight on WW and got to lifetime status.   I already made a grocery list and plan on starting back to WW today!

    But I get super motivated all the time and it lasts for like a day!  I have rejoined WW more times than I can count!

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  • imagePinkLove-S:
    I could have written this myself! Bleh. I am the same height, same weight, and same cycle. Wait, are you me?? Queue twilight zone music. Smile

    Weird.......

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    imagePinkLove-S:
    I could have written this myself! Bleh. I am the same height, same weight, and same cycle. Wait, are you me?? Queue twilight zone music. Smile

    And it gets stranger... because I am also the same height and weight (but not the same cycle, lol)

     

    Crazy!

     I meant cycle day but yes, you are way ahead. Good luck this cycle though!! 

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    I lost all of my weight on WW and got to lifetime status.   I already made a grocery list and plan on starting back to WW today!

    But I get super motivated all the time and it lasts for like a day!  I have rejoined WW more times than I can count!

    This sounds just like me too!  Whenever I get discouraged that I am fluffy yet AGAIN, I try to remind myself why I want to lose weight in the first place.  I find i is easier to keep it off when I am concerned about my health then how hot I look.  Honestly, that is really hard for me, b/c DH is a fitness buff and quite pretty, and I want us to "match" (so vain, I know XD)  

    I am always able to recommit when I think about all the stuff that I want to be able to do that I can't right now, and that usually helps me through the initial month or so it takes me to get used to being hyper sensitive to what I eat/how much I exercise.

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  • I feel your pain!   A few years ago I was about 40 lbs. lighter and I felt great.  Can I do it now? Probably.  Have I gotten motivated yet? No way!  I hate picking clothes in the morning or when we go out.  I used to like the empire cut shirts when I was feeling bloted, but now I can't wear them becuase everyone will think I'm KU and we can't have that!  I refuse to buy new clothes too, so I guess until then, maybe my circulation will have to suffer!  GL!
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