I felt the same way last week when I went to the doctor, but I promise you, it is okay. It's okay to be scared about everything, but it is also okay to get help and to talk about it. The more you talk about it, the better you will feel. I didn't want to be medicated either, but a week into it and I am already feeling better and in better control of my emotions and feelings. You deserve to feel happy. Go to the doctor and be honest with your doctor and yourself. You will be a better mommy for it!
Absolutely talk to your Dr.!!! I really believe opening up about your emotions and not keeping all inside helps just as much as any medication. It isn't going to "cure" anything but it is the first step on the path to feeling better. It is worth it. I promise!
PCOS dx 2008 | BFP #1 2/26/2009 with Metformin Owen Matthew 11/1/2009 4lbs 10oz 16.5in Born 5 weeks early by C/S | Severe Pre-Eclampsia BFP #2 5/1/2011 | M/C @ 7 weeks | D&C 5/25/2011
TTC #2 | HSG Clear | SA 2% Morph otherwise great 3 failed Femara/TI cycles moving on to IUI
Re: 3pm Dr Appt...chickening out!
Owen Matthew 11/1/2009 4lbs 10oz 16.5in
Born 5 weeks early by C/S | Severe Pre-Eclampsia
BFP #2 5/1/2011 | M/C @ 7 weeks | D&C 5/25/2011
TTC #2 | HSG Clear | SA 2% Morph otherwise great
3 failed Femara/TI cycles moving on to IUI