Blast from the past..

asmalls86 · March 2010

I am not with LO's Dad. Left him before I found out I was pregnant, because he is an ass and it took me too long to realize it. That is another story entirely. Today, I would like to share a good story! When I was 19 I dated and lived with Darin. We were really, really good together and I loved him with all my heart, but out 7 year age difference at the time got in the way. After living together for almost a year, I packed up and moved back home because I just didn't feel ready to be that serious, mainly. Darin and I have always talk via text, phonecalls, etc. From the time I left, he said he would never stop loving me, and I felt the same way. After dating a few different a$$holes, and becoming pregnant, I woke up and realized the man of my dreams was right there in front of me! He loved me no matter what, and I still loved him just as much as I did 5 years ago. Even though I am due in a little over a month, we've been dating again since before Christmas. He has been wonderful, and I can tell he wishes it was "our" baby in my belly, but the truth is just as wonderful in his eyes. He has bought Olivia outfits, upon outfits and is awaiting her arrival just as much as I am. I don't wish to replace Olivia's real dad (even though he is a nutcase) but I am so happy that he has stepped up and actually loves me enough to go through this mess with me =]