I haven't posted on here before (that I can remember) & I've been pretty MIA from The Bump, but I did post my story today in the blog. & maybe it will help those that are wondering "Do I have it?" the way I did for so long, trying to rationalize abnormal thoughts & feelings as normal.
Best of luck out there to everyone else.
smoochies.
Re: hi.
I couldn't have written that myself Blair.
opps COULD have...sorry
Blair -
I've been avoiding the PPD board for weeks because I felt such shame regarding my intrusive thoughts. No one mentioned them here (that I could find). Most mommies just said they were "sad."
I found your blog entry liberating and brave. Like you, I have a history of depression and I tried to let everyone know so that they could watch for it for me. When I first noticed the symptoms, I tried to tell people right away. I almost checked myself into the psych ward. (Only my friend who is an MD talked me out of it!)
I am incredibly thankful that at least one other person out there had these thoughts/feelings. I'm hoping to blog about mine, soon, too. I don't feel like it right now, but maybe I can let you know.
Peace to you!
- Janie