I posted yesterday that I got my BFP... confirmed with a regular & digital first response. In the afternoon I started bleeding a little bit. By evening I was bleeding quite a bit. Then it started to be red. Then clots. My mom is a nurse so I paid her a visit in the middle of the day, crying, very worried. She's sure it's most likely an early m/c, and I'm pretty sure of it too.. since the bleeding has continued today quite heavily.
I appreciated so much so many people that DIDN'T know me giving congrats and good luck, it was very sweet. I didn't really know anyone on this board because I wasn't on here long enough. I did read a few comments that weren't as nice, but such is life. I'm sorry I was not on this board that long and that I had "drive by BFP's" whatever that is. I joined this board to get support from women who are going through the same thing that I am. I cannot help but wonder if certain comments wouldn't have been made to me if I had struggled more (6 cycles? 12? whats the magic number?) before I conceived. Would that have made me more worthy?
I can only guess that it has been a long road TTC for some people and for that I truly am sorry. Who knows, it might be a long road for me as well. I just started trying in January and it's already hard for me to hear people say they are pregnant. I feel like everyone I see is pregnant, and every tv show I watch talks about pregnancy. And this was only my second cycle! Just venting that even if you are oh so lucky to get a BFP so soon it doesn't always work out.