I wonder if I would have these feelings otherwise, or if it is part of the PPD. But I have been insanely jealous of the lives of many of my friends and family. From wanting to be a SAHM to wishing I were pregnant again right now. Do you feel like this at times, too? I wish I could push these thoughts from my mind, but I keep feeling them, brought on by simple things. I don't want to senselessly destroy my relationships, of course. But it just seems difficult to be happy and supportive of others at all times when I am busy envying them.