Aside from learning a great friend of mine passed away last ngiht, I now learned that he OD and did it on purpose. He was such a smart and caring guy, but got into the wrong crowd and he's now gone. I was up all night, thinking "what If I would've"...and when I finally passed out from crying LO wakes up, and is now up for pretty much the rest of the day. Please just say a prayer for me. No sleep and depression isn't a good mix.
Re: Awful day
I'm so sorry. I was aqwake last night when you posted about finding out so I was thinking of you this morning. I'll be thinking of you today too, especially with the more recent news of how it happened. Try to stay strong, and try to get some sleep if LO naps! And please, try to stop with the "what if I's" I know that's easier for me to say the for you to do, but there's nothing you could have done!
**Hugs** (wish I were closer, I'd come watch LO so you could sleep!)
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BFP 2/7/11--m/c 2/12/11
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Oh no no, sorry I should've used the word Sadness, I don't have depression. I'm just depressed over this situtation.
Aw thanks girl. and yes your right, There's nothing I could've done. I just don't know what else to think right now, My mind is a mess. Thanks for t&p's