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I shouldn't have done it...

bethevehbetheveh
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but I did. I POAS. Negative. Stark White. I instantly regretted it.

It 7 days post 5dt. Day 12 and nothing. I can't believe it. My beta is on Monday so I am trying to tell myself to keep the hope alive, but I just really thought it would be positive. 

TTC #1 since 6/08, MFI dx'd 3/09 Varicocelectomy 6/09, Hydrocelectomy 10/09 IVF with ICSI in Jan/Feb 2010 ER 2/7, ET 2/12 - transferred 2 blasts 5 snowbabies Beta #1 = 22 #2 = 19. Chemical Pregnancy :( FET May 2010 ET 5/30 - transferred 3 embies = BFN Fall/10 Went Gluten free + New RE and Clinic IUI #1 + Clomid 50 mg (1 follie) on 1/18 IUI #2 + Clomid 100 mg (1 follie) on 2/15 IUI# 3 + Femara 7.5 mg (1 follie) on 3/14 = BFP!!!! Beta #1 = 172 (15dpiui) Beta #2 =683!!! Ultrasound at 7 wks: 1 perfect beating heart. Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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  • nikinikininenikinikinine member
    i'm sorry.
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  • ktwilleyktwilley member

    I'm so sorry hun. 

    (((((HUGS))))) 

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  • Villo24Villo24
    :::hugs:::
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  • ohiostategalohiostategal member
    I'm sorry.
    Dx with PCOS and IR June 2009
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  • PoeticJusticePoeticJustice
    Oh ((HUGS)) Sweetie I was thinking of you yesterday wondering how you were holding up.  Keep your head up and I am praying for your beta on Monday...
    May 06: Natural PG= m/c, July 09: TI= m/c, November 09: TI=BFN, December 09: IUI= c/p
    IVF#1: start stims 1/26; ER 2/8; ET 2/13= BFN; FET#1: May 2010= m/c *NEW CLINIC Jan 2011* IVF#2: start stims 1/12; ER 1/22; ET 1/27= BFN; IVF#3: TBD
    ~SAIFW/PAIFW~
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  • hollymichaelhollymichael
    I'm so sorry. Good luck at your beta. I hope you get better news.
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  • ams8099ams8099 member
    {{hugs}} 
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  • QuiltingBeeQuiltingBee
    Lots of hugs.  I'm so sorry
    image 30 y/o with PCOS HSG normal, SA essentially normal (slightly low morph but good # and motility) 50 mg Clomid...zip; 100 mg Clomid...nada; 150 mg Clomid...zilch 1/10 Injectable cycle with Gonal-F, Ovidrel, and TI.....Beta 2/22...BFN 2/10 Injectable cycle with Gonal-F and Follistim (long story), Ovidrel..BFN 4/10 Injectable cycle (see above). BFP but early m/c 5w5d. 5/10 Break cycle due to BFC (Big Fat Cyst)...darn it all 6/10 Injectable cycle +IUI...BFN 7/10 Injectable cycle + IUI.....BFP!!! Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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  • catery18catery18
    i'm sorry, hope you get a surprise on Monday
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  • Rachael07.07.07Rachael07.07.07 member
    I'm sorry hun. (((hugs)))
    DX PCOS w/IR 01/08.
    Currently pg with our 1st after 6.5 yrs of IF (thank you IVF)
     
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  • c0debabec0debabe
    I'm sorry.  I hate seeing those white result windows (never seen anything else).  Hopefully you just have a couple of late implanters, and your beta on Monday will be a lovely surprise.
    DS #1 on the way after 2 cycles of ART (IVF+FET) EDD 7/3/11
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  • bethevehbetheveh
    Thanks ladies. I am hoping for a beta miracle come Monday. My DH is so mad at me for POAS...but what is a girl to do.
    TTC #1 since 6/08, MFI dx'd 3/09 Varicocelectomy 6/09, Hydrocelectomy 10/09 IVF with ICSI in Jan/Feb 2010 ER 2/7, ET 2/12 - transferred 2 blasts 5 snowbabies Beta #1 = 22 #2 = 19. Chemical Pregnancy :( FET May 2010 ET 5/30 - transferred 3 embies = BFN Fall/10 Went Gluten free + New RE and Clinic IUI #1 + Clomid 50 mg (1 follie) on 1/18 IUI #2 + Clomid 100 mg (1 follie) on 2/15 IUI# 3 + Femara 7.5 mg (1 follie) on 3/14 = BFP!!!! Beta #1 = 172 (15dpiui) Beta #2 =683!!! Ultrasound at 7 wks: 1 perfect beating heart. Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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  • wewannababywewannababy
    I'm sorry!  Fingers crossed that you get that BFP on Monday!
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  • missred75missred75 member
    I'm sorry, hun. ::hugs::
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