Is it just me?

KelandNick

Ever since DS was born, I have been over the top emotional.  For the first few weeks, I was a crying mess every night at 7pm.  The doctor figured it was just normal baby blues, but still I felt guilty for not being happier and crying for reasons I couldn't explain. It's hard to admit and talk about this, you're just supposed to be happy with your new baby, right?

Fast forward a little and things got 99% better, but there are still those times when I get so frustrated (usually either he won't go to sleep or won't stop cyring) with DS that I have to put him down in his crib and walk away.  In my frustration I've also put him down and screamed over the top of his screaming and then sat there crying because it didn't make me feel better and just further upset DS.  I just feel so guilty at times for getting so upset with this little defenseless person who needs me.  Thankfully my DH is really supportive and takes over when he can see I'm headed in that direction. 

So it is just me or have any of you had similar feelings?  TIA

TELove

I could have written this post myself. Things have gotten better as DD has gotten older. I am also back at work in a groove that works for me. DH is also extremely supportive and that has made things much easier. I think it takes time for us to figure out our new lives, routines, etc. Not much help, but just wanted you to know you're not alone and it does get better!

nmr79

I definitely have had the moments where I am overwhelmed.  It's not to the point of screaming, but I have a fairly easy baby.  It's much better lately.  I'd say once she was 3 months, I feel like I've settled into a groove more.  Those first three months?  Not at all!  Good luck.