unsure feelings?

BJMAY10

when i found out i was pregnant so many things were running through my mind. Im already a mother of 2 small children (4 & 1). The main thought in my head was " am i going to be able to handle 2 kids plus a baby". Im a single mother from my first 2. I am engaged to be married but my fiance is in the military so i know i will be alone for this one some of the time. Now whats troubling me is whats going on with me. Im not happy about this baby i know how bad that sounds but i cant help the way i feel. I never felt this way about my other 2 kids. thats whats really scaring me. I dont have thoughts of hurting my baby but im like really stressed on how im feeling. Is it post partartum depression?

SarahGroves11

Have you talked to your OB about your feelings? I am sure the nervousness is normal considering your circumstances. I would have to say that if I became pregnant again right after LO I would freak out. I would be happy to be pregnant again but at the some time so scared about taking care of two little ones when I feel so stressed about this one alone! Anyway, talk to your OB about your feelings.  I am sure they will be supportive and figure out a solution to help ease the stress.