I just threw myself a little pity-party...wondering if anyone else wants to join.
Had a horrible day at work, someone else made a mistake that ended up making me re-do everything I did yesterday...took forever, and I almost cried b/c it was so frustrating.
My co-worker had her 12-week checkup today to hear the heartbeat through the doppler (she is due one day after I WAS due)...everything was perfect. I'm happy for her b/c I don't wish this on ANYONE but it's hard, b/c she's exactly where I should be. And I'm jealous.
Then, as I go on my lunch break, I decide to check facebook...BAM! Two friends today posted "the big news" that they're pregnant...and of course, due within the same week as I should have been. I wanted to curl up and cry and go home and not finish out the rest of the day at work.
I somehow made it through the rest of the day, I get home, get the mail....there are the bills for the D&C. After co-pays and deductibles are factored in, we are going to owe a total of $1,200. For a surgery I DIDN'T WANT....b/c I wanted to be pregnant and not have to have it. So even though DH got a $1,500 check for coaching baseball today (he's a teacher and coach), it's almost ENTIRELY spent on just this DAMN SURGERY.
I just really hate life today and I'm tired of things not being fair. That's all. : (
Re: Pissy day (vent warning)
darling you deserve to be pissy. I just wish it didn't have to be so.
hugs.
BFP #2 4/13/10. Bridget born 12/28/10
BFP #3 Finn born 8/11/15
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IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11
Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11
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BFP # 1 - 12/19/09 EDD 08/27/10 - D&C 1/26/10 @ 9w5d
BFP # 2 - 06/05/10 EDD 02/17/11, DS1 born on 2/14/11
BFP # 3 - 04/10/13 EDD 12/21/13 - D&C 05/15/13 @ 8w4d
BFP # 4 - 07/27/13 EDD 04/08/14 - CP 07/29/13
BFP # 5 - 09/14/13 EDD 05/28/14, DS2 born on 5/22/14
BFP#1 Kaitlyn 11-17-04
BFP #2 Matthew pPROM 23w5d 06-03-07, b/33 weeks 8-6-07, d/10-15-07 SIDS,
BFP #3 m/c 8 weeks 2/20/09, BFP #4 m/c no hb 6w4d, m/c 9w4d, D&C 11w2d, BFP #5 C/P 12/18/09 after BFP- 9dpo
BFP #6 Samantha- 11-9-10
BFP #7 4/20/12 21 DPO beta: 2382 29 DPO beta: 23000! HB 6w2d 116 bpm due Christmas day!
This Momma's Journey
~Today I am pregnant and I love my baby~
I think the semi-nervous breakdown I had in front of DH was enough to get it out of my system for right now. He seriously thinks something is wrong with me.
On the bright side of all this, I think it's a really good indicator that I'm PMSing...which for once, makes me happy.
BFP # 1 - 12/19/09 EDD 08/27/10 - D&C 1/26/10 @ 9w5d
BFP # 2 - 06/05/10 EDD 02/17/11, DS1 born on 2/14/11
BFP # 3 - 04/10/13 EDD 12/21/13 - D&C 05/15/13 @ 8w4d
BFP # 4 - 07/27/13 EDD 04/08/14 - CP 07/29/13
BFP # 5 - 09/14/13 EDD 05/28/14, DS2 born on 5/22/14
diagnosed with heterozygous Factor V Leiden 2008; m/c 11/09 @ 5 1/2 wks; m/c 5/10 @ 4 1/2 wks; RLP testing done, diagnosed with antiphospholipid syn. and low progesterone; 7/10 started on Heparin injections & progesterone supps @ 3 dpo, BFP 8/9/10!!!