I'm in full panic mode. As uncomfortable as I am, I am suddenly not wanting to go into labor. At all. I'm so scared that I won't be good enough as a mom. And that I won't be able to handle it. I mean, I have to take care of this little person for the rest of her life. Can I really do that? It's so weird that the panic is setting in now, because I wanted this baby sooo bad. Don't get me wrong, I still want her. I'm just so scared out of my mind right now.
M/C Dec 2010 - 5w5d
Missing my sweet angel baby.
Re: Meltdown time.