FU IF

happytracy

I am pissed off today.  No point of this post.  I miss being pregnant.  I want to be pregnant again.  I don't know why I even bother POAS.  I am bf and I am infertile.  Why on earth would I even have a glimmer of hope that I could get pregnant.  I hate this.  I hate the fact that I am considering stopping breastfeeding sooner than planned to start treatments soon.  DD  prefers bm over formula (I supplement a little) .  Why would I do that to her.   There is a chance this is the last year of my really good IF coverage (work may change policies)... and I will go from 100% coverage to 0% coverage as of 2011. 

Sorry for being debbie downer- just pissed and had to get it out.  

FU IF.  I seriously hate this.  

lnle

(((hugs)))

firsttogo

I am sorry. I remember feeling a little relieved that I could not BF (had a reduction, no way for the BM to get out) That is sick.... IF made me feel OK about not breastfeeding because I could start treatment sooner.

Insurance is not something to scoff at. That is partially why we went back so soon. We switched to a new plan after DS1 was born, and had AWESOME coverage. 

We are here. I hate when I POAS because sometimes seeing a negative is harder than just knowing I am not pregnant. 

Leanie

I'm sorry.  It does suck.  It isn't fair.  I always felt robbed of having to put any part of my being towards IF thoughts instead of using them towards my DS.  It just isn't fair.

DavezWife

I'm which'cha.

FU IF.

ejgballerina

Awww, I know what you mean.  I'm BFing too and even though I haven't gotten AF yet, I haven't POAS because I just know there's no point.  Hang in there and ((hugs)).