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Sad end to the year (long)...

Wed 12/30 was our first doctors appointment and I should have been 10wks.  After DH had a panic attack during my pap I thought the worst of our troubles was over.  The midwife escorted us into the u/s room and as soon as the picture showed up on the screen I knew it was bad news.  I stared for what seemed like forever hoping that it was just a fluke and we would see our little one at the proper size for 10wks but we didn't.  All we saw was the very early stages of pregnancy.  It was absolutely devastating.  Our midwife left us alone for a few minutes and I just sobbed in my husbands arms.  After she came back into the room she discussed our options and was able to get me an appointment for a D&C first thing the following morning (new years eve).  

This morning at the hospital was tough.  Although everyone from receptionist, hospital staff, nurses and doctors were nothing but wonderful, every time they talked to me about it and how sorry they were I just lost it.  After two hours of waiting for the doctor who was called into an emergency I was finally off to the OR.  They had me move over to the operating table and the next thing I knew I was in recovery.  My mom and husband were waiting for me in the holding room (they take you there after recovery) and it was so great to see them.   

My doctor said the procedure went well and I had minimal bleeding.  She also said we just have to wait one regular cycle before we can start trying again.  I look forward to trying again but right now I'm just sad for my little one that didn't make it. 

I will never forget you and I will never stop loving you.
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  • I am sorry you had to go through this on New Years Eve especially. I hope 2010 brings better things for you and your husband.
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  • I am so, so sorry for your loss. *big hugs* Hopefully 2010 will be a much better year for you.
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  • so sorry for your loss hun (hugs) you are in my T&P
  • I am so so sorry for your loss.  This board is full of wonderful women and you will find nothing but support here.
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  • I am so very sorry for your loss, I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers. This board is a godsend, it really is. It's kept me sane

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  • I am so sorry for your loss.  I wish I could wrap you up in hugs.  You'll be in my prayers tonight.
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  • Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers...I think I'm still in shock.  

    I look forward to getting to know you all while we try again...

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  • I'm so sorry for your loss :-( I hope 2010 is your year, and (hugs) to you, and T&P your way!
  • I am so sorry for your loss. *Hugs*
  • I'm so, so sorry for your loss! I hope 2010 has nothing but good things in store for you. T&P are with you!
  • I am sooo sorry for your loss! I hope your stay here is short and sweet! We are all here for you!
  • I am sorry for your loss.  {{hugs}}
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  • I'm really sorry :(
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  • I am so sorry....
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  • So sorry for your loss.


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  • I'm very sorry. I wish you GL in trying again (((hugs))
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  • I am so sorry for your loss. I remember the state I was in post-d&c, and it being New Year's can only make it worse. It will get better, though, and 2010 will bring better things.

    Take care of yourself.

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  • SOrry for you loss and that you have to be here with us, but being here you will get the best support ever!!!  Best of Luck for 2010
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  • I'm so very sorry for your loss.
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  • I am so sorry for your loss. :(
    Momma to three boys: Henry - 4yo Alex - 18mo Jack - born 2/23/12 at 20w due to ruptured uterus (previa and accreta resulting in hysterectomy) He only lived here on Earth for an hour, but he will live in our hearts forever. m/c #1: sept '09, m/c #2: july '10
  • I'm very sorry to hear of your loss.  This is a good place to be though.  These ladies have largely carried me through 2009. 
  • :( I'm so sorry for your loss.  I hope 2010 brings better things, including a sticky BFP for you.
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss.  It must have been awful to have it around NYE.  I hope 2010 is better for you.  This board will be very helpful for you when you need support and lots of laughs, too.  Welcome.
  • Im so sorry for your loss!
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