not looking forward to tomorrow

sarahandeddiejune212008

DH has to work tomorrow so I'm on my own.  All of my good friends are staying home with their hubbies and kids.  The one friend that is going out is really flakey so I don't know if she'll actually go out.  I feel like such a loser.  I've stopped hanging out with most of my friends since the m/c and now I'm paying the price for it.  I'm really hoping I get a positive opk tomorrow so I can schedule my IUI for Friday.  At least that would give me something to look forward to.

superluper

My DH worked last year on NYE (he's a firefighter) and I actually had a kinda fun night on my own. I drank sparkling grape juice, watched trash TV to my heart's content and got takeout chinese  

I totally understand the friends thing, it's just hard to keep hanging out with certain friends when you're sad.  

sarahandeddiejune212008

DH will most likely work NYE for the rest of our lives (he's a cop).  I only got him last year because he was home on leave from an Army deployment.  I wish I had more reliable friends so I knew I had solid plans instead of feeling sorry for myself for the night.