Had my First Meltdown this morning

mzovoce

I had 15 minutes to walk out the door for work, but I still had to get dressed. This is not a problem for me usually. I throw my clothes on and walk out. Except I couldn't find my pants, the one pair of pants I have that fit. I have 3 dresses that I can wear but all of my leggings are dirty.

My husband had unpacked us from the holiday weekend and was unavailable on the phone. I ran three flights downstairs looking everywhere for something that would fit. NOTHING! Husband is still not answering his phone and I am freaking out! I keep telling myself not to cry, but then it happened.....big ole crocodile tears streaming down my face. I can't stop, and now I'm totally sobbing.

I get so angry and then I spy the suitcase and get angrier that he didn't put it away. So I kick it and it feels full. So I throw it on the bed and open it, there are my pants and jeans we bought this weekend. I don't know why they were in the suitcase since previously they had been in a bag in the back seat of my car. That means he had to unpack the suitcase and then repack it.

I throw them on and realize he has taken all of my bras downstairs. So I lock up the dogs, grab my shirt and sweater and run down three flights of stairs to get a bra. Get dressed and as I'm grabbing my coat I realized the back patio door's cover was wide open. I don't think anyone saw anything, but they could have.

I get in my car and just as I start it he calls, and so non chalantly says "what's up?" This was 2.5 hours ago, and I think my blood pressure is still elevated. All the while I'm telling myself "it's hormones, it's hormones". it's not working.

MrsEmm

Its hormones but its also MEN!! lol.?

I hope your day gets better. Just think of this hectic start to your day as prep for life with a newborn.

annasi83

To date, I have had three emotional episodes that, in hindsight, were completely ridiculous.  The worst one was last week, and I was so inconsolable that my husband actually got mad at me for it.  It's the worst feeling, (to me), to know it's not that serious, but not be able to stop yourself.  I really hope this never happens at work. 

I hope your day gets better!

Alexandra*sMom

Oh...  hugs sweety!  Your day has got to get better, right?

I exploded a bottle of sparking cider at Wal-Mart yesterday...  on top of the entire (very full) cart of groceries (and the kids hats/coats & my purse).

Aa+C

oh man, I tried to get my car washed the other day and the place wouldn't take credit and didn't have any cash on me....I managed to hold it together the 1/2 mile home but as soon as I walked in the door I lost it! started sobbing!! now DH just lays me down with the dog and we all snuggle for a little biy until I get control of myself again....

MomE2Be

Well that does not sound like a fun morning to me. I hope it gets better... When the little one is here and you are running all over the place like a chicken with your head off you will look back and laugh at this morning. lol. I have to be at the dentist in one hour and I am sitting here with my hair wet towel on and typing on the bump... lol... i think this site is my reason for always being late, it is so addicting lol

MotherBucker

If it makes you feel any better, a song on the radio just had me bawling at work. And I'm covering the front desk, so I couldn't even hide in my cubicle.

 But I would have throat punched my husband for that.

lildevil968

I've had so many of these that I can't even count...lol. The recent one happened last Sunday when we where coming back from Texas with the in-laws, and we all stayed in 1 hotel room. Big mistake since my MIL snores so freakin loud it didn't even sound human at times. I was so tired, all I wanted to do was get a good night sleep, and I couldn't because of her. I went to the front desk and requested another room at 1am, they where booked. I went back to the room, laid down, and just bawled! Not like crocodile tears, it was like flood tears....lol.

All the others have happened at Walmart which I now try to avoid at all costs...lol.

stgn01

I'm sorry you had a crappy morning.  I hope your day eventually got better.  Last week, I broke down in the kitchen because it had been about 7 hours since I ate, I knew I should eat, but I wasn't hungry.  Dh just sat there and rubbed my back.  I don't think he knew what to say.  These meltdowns happen and you just have to let them happen.  It sucks, I know.  Hope you feel better