So, I just found out that a friend from work is pregnant, she just went off the pill like last month...really?! I'm happy for her but I hate that fact that part of me is jealous. Ugh. I need to go to bed.
I feel your pain, I just found out a friend of mine is pregnant and it really does suck. She just started trying and DH and I have been for 6 months. I mean im happy for them but at the same time I think to myself what did i ever do to not deserve to have a baby?
TTC since 6/09
3 Rounds of Clomid and TI all BFN
3 IUI's all BFN
IVF#1 - BFN
FET#1 - BFN
IVF#2 - BFN
IVF#3 - BFP!
Beta#1 11/4 - 149
Beta#2 11/7 - 565
Beta#3 11/9 - only 625
11/22- Found ectopic and had emergency surgery. Lost Right tube
IVF#4 - ?
I ask myself this a lot, but then I console myself with my non-belief in karma. Unfortunately, we just live in a messed up, fallen world where suffering and pain exist for no really good reason. Hang in there.
=[ I kinda understand. my husband doesnt want to start trying yet because we are doing well financially. but all my friends around me are pregnant and I am wanting to have a baby so bad. his cousin had a baby in june. and she is pregnant AGAIN! ughhh!!
I ask myself this a lot, but then I console myself with my non-belief in karma. Unfortunately, we just live in a messed up, fallen world where suffering and pain exist for no really good reason. Hang in there.
Re: Ugh...
I feel yah!! when we decided to start TTC.. there were about 7 close people around me that came out and said they were pregnant.....grr..
Well said, sulfa.
dx MFI 10/10
IVF #1 10/11-11/11 BFN
IVF #2 1/12 BFP! 1st u/s It's twins!
FET to TTC #2: 9/29/14 Beta on 10/8/14 = BFP!
DS #1 Born 1/3/11 after IVF #1
4 failed IUIs, including 1 CP
PCOS
TTC since 2008