I hate everything! (vent)

mama-mia

I'm having a rage moment, so here it is:

I hate feeling so irate, I hate feeling fat and wishing I were a size 4 before I got PG, I hate that I'm not married and have to go through this, I hate my job and the fact that I have to work while I'm so freaking exhausted all the time, I hate that my effing "a" key is so overactive and I have to keep deleting "a's" all the time, I hate that my cat won't shut up, I hate that my "family" is virtually non-existent and very non-supportive, I hate that my supposed "best friend" has shunned me over a misunderstanding, I hate that I was too tired to walk my dog tonight, I hate that I have no clean socks, I hate being so hateful!!!!

Does anyone else ever get like this, where you just hate every.d@mn.thing?!  GAH!  I hate feeling crazy!

LuvMyBostons

Wahhh...Life's a bit@h...get over it.

Sandrituhh21

I am that way about 80% of the time. lol. hope everything gets better for you!

mrs.g_6708

LuvMyBostons:

Wahhh...Life's a bit@h...get over it.

::giggles::

charmgal

Whenever I get upset or depressed about something, I try to remind myself of all that I do have. I don't know you, and it sounds like there's some stuff in your life that sucks, but my guess is you can find much to be thankful for if you try. If nothing else, you live in America--you could be starving to death in a third world country.  Laugh at that if you will, but it's true. 

k2thelc

I TOTALLY understand. I've been in a hatred, horrible mood the past few days and I don't see it ending anytime soon.

I talked to my SIL about it and she said that in pregnancy, your patients is the first thing to go. I can definitely feel it.

Just hang in there, hun. Everything happens for a reason, and things will always get better. It just may take a journey to get there, but it will hopefully be worth it in the end.

RivieraMaya05

I can't imagine being in your exact position. I have no idea how hard it is to be you but I have had a baby before and can tell you, it only gets harder. It's 100% worth it but pregnancy is the easy part so enjoy it while it lasts. I really don't want to be insensitive but it's just the truth.

One instance I can sympathize with is the exhaustion. I remember at the beginning of my son's pregnancy I was so tired it was difficult at times to even stay awake. Then I had a baby and learned that sleep is a luxury and there isn't much to go around. He's 2 and I still am lucky if I get 5 hrs straight a night.

mama-mia

Sorry for the rant.  But thanks for the kind words and advice/encouragement.  I DO have a lot to be thankful for, and it's just while riding out the rough spots that I need to try to remember it all.  I'm glad to know I'm not alone, though.