I really thought this was it.

mrs_b_2007

that's what I get for actually thinking I could be KU.

I know it's not over until AF shows, but she will. temp drop today. 

I O'ed a week early, our timing was great, I've had sore boobs for over a week now, and my temps were all nice & high. 

why is this happening? my due date for baby #1 is almost here, and I'm still not even KU. 

I just don't think I can handle this anymore. I really don't. I'm going to cry at work. 

XXXXX222

*big hugs* I'm so sorry, Mrs B.

jCamsquared

I'm so sorry mrs.b :-(

Anna&Matt

I'm sorry mrsb

MaxOrTori

So sorry!!  ::big hugs::

jensneb

I know how you're feeling, I felt that way so many times.  Hopefully it's not over, but if AF shows, just remember that means the start of a new cycle to try again!

mrs_b_2007

thanks ladies. The loss has made this so much harder b/c we had something that we wanted & had a taste of it & then it was gone. I just cannot believe it's now been 1 year since we started TTC.

I'm not sure what I should even do. Part of me wants to stop charting b/c of the anxiety & stress it provokes...but part of me knows that if I do that, I will freak out even more not knowing when I O'ed. 

 

XXXXX222

Looking at your charts, you seem to have a pretty clear CM pattern.  So maybe it won't be as stressful as you think to quit charting?

mrs_b_2007

sulfababy:

Looking at your charts, you seem to have a pretty clear CM pattern.  So maybe it won't be as stressful as you think to quit charting?

this is a good point. I try & always pay attention to it & time things by our CM pattern so maybe I will try this next month. 

thanks for the tip

greenclown

I'm sorry, Mrs B.

nikisnow

I'm sorry   I completely understand how you feel. 

mrsadamc 05

::big hugs::

I'm so sorry.  It's really frustrating to not be KU again.  I have confidence that you and I are getting great New Year's presents!

2010 is our year!

BostonGayGal

I am sorry that this is so frustrating for you.

Lyssapee

It's not that big of a drop...not even close to cover line.   I'm totally holding out for you. 

mrs_b_2007

Lyssapee:

It's not that big of a drop...not even close to cover line.   I'm totally holding out for you. 

I just went & wiped. 

brown. 

she's on her way. 

horizon1322

mrs_b_2007:

Lyssapee:

It's not that big of a drop...not even close to cover line.   I'm totally holding out for you. 

I just went & wiped. 

brown. 

she's on her way. 

I'm so sorry! I just went through that this weekend after really thinking this cycle had been it.

OK, you, me, and mrsadamc are getting KU this cycle. That's all there is to it.