My new SN should be CLUELESS and CRYING - I wanted to say sorry...

just_peachy

Please excuse me in advance for any and all posts I make from this point on that seem incoherent or irrational or stupid.  I will google but I also like to hear from personal hand experience too.

I am not myself and feel so overwhelmed with nerves, fret and un-made decisions.

For those that need refreshing, here is from my initial post today

and the later post....

Just wanted to say please bear with me.  I knew I was going to be a mom but it's just hitting me a lot harder than I anticipated.

Blessings

xo

4realyo

Lots of hugs! Call me if you need anything.  I have the ameda purely yours pump too, so if you have any more questions, let me know. Itll get better, I promise!

just_peachy

linds, i will i promise. xoxo

MsMoseley

Peachy...I called you out earlier, asking how you were. I hope that everything works out well for you and Im sorry to hear you are going through a rough time...I dont know much about PPD, but I do know that if you need help that you should be able to get in touch with someone at the hospital you delivered at...Once again I am sorry you are going through this. I hope you and baby are doing well otherwise...Thoughts and prayers to you and your new family.

AJluvsLI

I really hope things get better for you soon

  

scho32188

It can be extremely overwhelming at first, but please know that it gets easier every day. Big hugs to you, and congrats on your little one!

AMYfromKY

Don't even worry about it. Pp hormones and a new baby can make anyone incoherent.I read your post below and just wanted to let you know I pumped from day one and just three days ago started ending give or take one meal. If you need to pump to give yourself a break do it.

Rachel2315

PP hormones coupled with existing issues SUCK.  Trust me.  I remember walking around Lowe's BAWLING exactly one week after I had DS because I had just realized I was going to give up breastfeeding (I did another week of EPing but it was not the best or healthiest choice for us to continue BFing) and because I was so sleep deprived from having a newborn and being so paranoid about everything related to him.   People at Lowe's were literally staring at me and I remember choking out "I just had a baby!" to the cashier. 

It gets better.  Know that crying is normal and feeling hopeless and clueless is normal too.  We're here if you need to vent!