I will be back when I can compose myself better.....

bebeblues

I am just completely devastated that AF is showing. I'm officially "spotting" today. She should be here full force tonight or in the AM.

I'm thinking I'll be taking a break for awhile. I will try to compose myself a little better and let you girls know what I decide. I just feel so hopeless w/ttc right now. I am just devastated. I'm devastated.

I have another friend who is ku. I can't look at my ku SIL and I envy everyone w/pregnant bellies or families of small children. (Especially when I see a young couple w/3-4 young children.) I feel like my dreams are gone. I just don't think I can do this anymore.

Like I said, I will try to compose myself in a day or two and update you.

(((hugs))) to all......

ping1080

I'm so sorry af showed, booo    I hope you take good care of yourself & hope to see you back here soon!

travers081906

Oh noooooooooo..... Bethany I thought for SURE this was ur cycle.... Babe I'm so sorry.... Maybe a break with trying may be what you two need for awhile... You can be my break buddy!!!!  HAHAahahhahaa.... Ugh yeah back on a break... we talked it over, i guess!!!

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((BIG HUGS ALL AROUND))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

you!!!!!

hbkises

Oh bebe..I'm so sorry...there are a couple of us going on breaks for awhile.  I know ambrandau2 was going to.  I'm going on BCP for 3 months which I actually think might be good for me.  I'm so sorry hun ((hugs))