Angry!

pepomntpat

I have been building up to the anger part of the grieving process and yesterday's OB appointment pushed me over the edge. I am a simmering pot just waiting to boil over at the first opportunity. I am afraid that will be today at my mother's. I already threw out the sweet potatoes I was making because they were not quite right. I yelled at the cat for eating his sister's food (she's eating slow because she's still scared of the new house). I have been muttering angrily about DH's lack of ability to put anything away. My anger is totally misdirected and I am not sure how to properly express it because who should I be angry at? It is no one's fault that Ellen died. My anger at mom is justified, but telling her so will just ruin the day for everyone and make me the bad guy. I am just not sure if I will be able to be pleasant today. Pray for me!

marrie2himonly

I am so sorry.  It is so difficult to balance everything you are feeling....and manage to cope with everything else that is happening too.  I know exactly how you feel.

KtB0605

I'm sorry that you're feeling this way...I'll be thinking about you today. I hope you have a nice time at your mothers...and if you need to throw some more sweet potatoes I'm sure they'll understand

Mrs. K in TX

I'm so sorry.  I'm not sure what to tell you about how to deal with this part of the grieving process, especially on Thanksgiving.  I can relate, though.  That sounds like me a week or two ago.