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*~*~*Confessions*~*~*

Mrs.EmmaLouiseMrs.EmmaLouise member
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  • candyliescandylies
    already regretting inviting my dad and his wife over for thanksgiving Indifferent they've only been here two hours. well just regretting the wife part of it of the pair....
    Started TTC - 01/2009 1st BFP - 09/04/09,1st u/s - 10/06/09- no heartbeat seen, D&E - 10/13/09 BFP #2 - 2/12/10, m/c 2/17/10 BFP #3 - 01/03/11 m/c 01/10/11 BFP #4 - 02/21/11 DS born 10/13/2011 Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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  • maceymay1816maceymay1816 member
    I'll go first.  I have thanksgiving tomorrow with my inlaws.  It is the first time I'll be seeing most of them since the m/c.  I am already feeling sick thinking about how many of them will give me the I'm sorry speech.  Plus there will be several babies there and I'm jealous we won't have one.  I'm having a pity party tonight for myself and praying DH's cousin gets there early with lots of homemade wine.
    Married 8/23/09 Dx: Endometriosis mc 2003, mc 2005, mc Oct. 2009 and ectopic pg Feb. 2010 Baby Girl Gracie Mae born 5 weeks early on 7/6/11. Baby boy JT born full term on 7/5/12. We are blessed!
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  • rjl07rjl07
    I'm sick of being miserable.  I feel like I haven't laughed really hard in so long.  I don't feel like going out most of the time.  I just want to sit home with DH, my dog, and the laptop.
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  • Cow-girlCow-girl member

    * I am totally not in the thanksgiving mood yet... 

    * I feel guilty for not inviting some people over tomorrow that I should have (just because they cause me stress!)

    * Last year on Thanksgiving AF showed (after my D&C) and I was in a great mood.  This year I am thinking about I have lost in the last year...

    * I dont feel like cooking for tomorrow!

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  • Mrs.EmmaLouiseMrs.EmmaLouise member

     

    *I sent my husband out to get chocolates and pads.

    *And then I guilt tripped him into doing the laundry because I have cramps.

    *I dont have cramps.

    *I'm just tired from a realy really long day at work.

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    -m/c at 11w2d due to partial molar 2008 -m/c #2 2009
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  • SonadoraSonadora member

    I'm 5-6 glasses into wine tonight.

    Drink drank drunk.

    BFP #1 9/23/09. Missed MC 10w3d D&C 11/3/09.

    BFP #2 4/13/10. Bridget born 12/28/10

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  • mlmtggmlmtgg

    *I'm actually excited to drive 7 hours to see my sister and family tomorrow - but had 2 second t/c with my mom in which she was ambiguously not happy. in my mom's world this means there is some big issue that "needs to be discussed" the question is when . . .great!

    *I'm 10000 percent sure AF is showing up tomorrow. or Friday. all symptoms point to it. great!

    m/c#1 07/16/08 (11 weeks), m/c#2 10/10/08 (8 weeks). and then nothing since except every test possible (no answers). IUI#1 and #2: BFNs Super lucky to be buddies with Peetie. Our out of nowhere, surprise DD born 5/29/2011
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  • californiastarscaliforniastars member

    I have seen the in-laws many times this year and hang out with SIL once a week (or more). She knows everything that is going on. I don't know if I am looking forward to tomorrow or not. I don't mind talking about what steps we are taking to have a baby, but at the same time it makes me tired.

    It makes me tired to think of what we have been through

    It makes me tired to think about what we have lost

    It makes me tired to think of the pain that I have been in for the past year

    It makes me tired to think of the hard work in front of us

    and it makes me tired trying to come to grips with the fact that we may not ever have a child.

     

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  • cour10ecour10e

    -DH asked me what's for dinner. I told him I wasn't hungry yet. I am actually starving but don't feel like getting up to cook.

    -I have never seen "A Christmas Story."

    -I have never been shopping on Black Friday.

    -I'm going to consume an obscene amount of calories tomorrow.

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  • lenabethlenabeth

    * I spent too much today on painting supplies, wine (some is for the family), and desserts

    * I haven't mentioned the painting supplies to DH

    * I bought one bottle of wine, knowing I am the only one who will like it

    * I bought too much dessert knowing that I can eat it on Friday

    * The dessert is something DH doesn't like (he doesn't have a sweet tooth) so all those left overs are for me

    I think I feel a little better...

     

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  • grr_aarghgrr_aargh member

    I'm having a really hard day today. 

    I'm over the moon delighted for the 3 ladies with happy ultrasounds, but my heart is broken because I was supposed to be among them. 

    I don't know how much longer I can do this. 

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