Was Up...Now Down

JuJuBe3

I had my D&C last Monday and I am happy to report I think the bleeding has stopped.  I honestly feel like I've been doing okay, ups and downs, but overall I have surprised myself with how I've been getting through.

I realized today, that tomorrow would have been our NT scan for baby.  I would've been 12 weeks exactly.

My DH, who is the sweetest man I know and has been completely wonderful, just sent me a picture of a onesie with 'Ich spreche Gibberish' (I speak Gibberish in German - we're both of German decent & are learning the language).  I know he was trying to be sweet and I really do love the onesie. 

It's just that and the NT have met up in my mind at the same time and now I'm teary-eyed and just want to go home and cry.  Thankfully, I get to leave work in 20 minutes.

Sorry, I just needed that little vent.  Hope you all are having a good day.

iggy.d

I'm sorry you're going through this, but happy to hear you think the bleeding my have stopped! I get teary at moments throughout the day...sometimes, something definitely baby-related triggers it, other times, i just feel this overwhelming sense of sad and the tears come. I just hope that every day will get a bit easier. 

Vent away. It seems like all I do on here, but it does help. Hugs to you!