I Can't...

schen0510

I can't put a smile on my face every second of every day.

I can't be happy every minute of every day.

I can't keep from crying every day if not only for a moment.

I can't be myself because this loss has changed me.

I can't not think about my boys and what life would have been like with them here.

I can't stop praying I will be pg soon.

I can't help but get upset when I know I am not.

I can't help but be frustrated when the odds of getting pg on our own are slim.

I can't help my mood swings.

I just can't...why don't people get this? 

KarlsSweetie05

((HUGS))  I feel the same way and could have written this post.

candylies

I totally get you. I hope that helps a little. {{{HUGS}}}

andrea z

I am so sorry you feel this way.  Know that you are not alone, I feel all of these things too.  It is hard to fake life so much.... big hugs dear

ButterflyMommy2009

I know exactly what you mean! Big Hugs to you! It seems like people do not get it at all.

Staribeth

I am so sorry to have to feel this way. Big Hugs

jgoetz:)

I feel your pain.  You put it into words beautifully. 

pepomntpat

I get it. {{hugs}}

marrie2himonly

I totally agree....it just hurts to feel some of this things all at once:(! ****hugs****