Warning: vent....

KtB0605

So, I don't know if it's because the weather is crappy today or because I'm in a really crappy mood...but it seems like everything that has to do with a baby is bombarding me (or maybe I am looking for it..idk). 

I can't help lurking in other boards..I just saw a thread from a lady showing her big beautiful baby bump, and stating that she gained 40 lbs...and thought that was a lot. I would kill to have a baby bump...and gain 40 lbs...and take pictures of my growing bump standing in my nursery waiting for my LO.

And I keep seeing all of these Christmas commercials with little toddlers in adorable little dresses and suits...I want that! I want to be able to go shopping for my baby and dress him or her in adorable little outfits. Am I the only one who loves baby clothes more than adult clothes? Ugh, I think I am just feeling sorry for myself. But, everywhere I go and anyone I talk to seems to bring up something baby related. I swear each time I log onto facebook there is a new person pregnant. I counted and out of my 150ish friends there are 6 who are currently pregnant..WHAT THE HELL?

I wanted to have exciting baby news to share with people at our Christmas celebrations...I feel like I have nothing now.

Okay, thanks for listening and sorry for the long vent.  

 

sunsetlove

i totally feel you..after my 1st loss... i was hoping to have my baby this past feb( baby would have been 9 mths) and have a cute x-mas pic of three of us.. that's no going to happen.. and now with my 2nd loss.. i was hoping to show off a cute pg belly .. but that's no going to happen.. i feel you.. seeing the christmas commercials with cute babies and familes.. makes me sad..

doranelly

I'm with you on all this. My EDD was 12/30 and I have a whole bunch friends and acquaintances that are having their babies around this time. Don't you just hate that Kay Jewelers commercial where the mom is rocking the baby by the Christmas tree?!

jsbt2014

I feel your pain. . . I wanted mine so badly. This morning on facebook a friend was complaining on her status because she had just found out that her baby is a girl and she wanted a boy. I would kill to be having either one right now rather than this empty feeling, and I'm sure pretty much everyone on this board would, too. I just wanted to yell at her, but didn't want to sound bitter (even though I definitely am).

Blondangel

OMG~I totally can relate to everything you said. Holiday commercials make me want to cry. I've also had to block some facebook friends because I am tired (and it's too painful) to see their constant posts about the miseries of being pregnant or pics of their brand new babies. AGHHH I know this makes me sound bad, but some of these people suck and didn't even want their babies. How come they get a baby and I did everything "right" and mine is gone? Sorry, didn't mean to hijack your post. It just got me going. I wanted to let you know that you aren't alone in this.