Staring at my rx for BCP and have mixed feelings

Rebekah1021

I know I need a break. I know this cycle, that DH will be gone during the cruical time, but it just breaks my heart to fill it.

MrsGabbs4Ed

Awwee I am sorry!  I hope that this break helps in some way.  I've been thinking of throwing in the towel temporarily myself.  GL to you.

sommerrayne

I agree. Oh do I ever agree. I was forced on BCP because of a cyst and it was the most disgusting thing ever to fill it. Not only because I want to be PREGNANT and not preventing but also because I swore up and down that I'd never be on them again because I am convinced that the depo shot is a big contributor to my IF.

Do you have to do BCP or could you just do condoms for when he's "around"(lol) and then just be au natural at all other times?

I'm sorry you're feeling these feelings - totally justified, heartbreaking, and totally sucky

Here is my hug to you!!!!!

JMay

You're using the BCPs not to prevent pregnancy, but to hopefully "hitch a ride in the draft", so to speak, right?  (i.e. hope that the fertility increase after you come off helps you get PG)  If that's the case, just remind yourself why you are doing it.  Every step is one step closer. 

Jays-n-Shane

I know it sucks, but try to keep positive