I should be.... vent

sassafras007

32 weeks pregnant and getting ready for my Christmas baby. I am blessed to be pregnant again but just feel so sad...

Does it get any better?

bootcampbride

Yes, but each in her own time.  I think I'll always be sad about the two that I lost. The first would have been due in two weeks.  I'm happy about my current pregnancy though and trying to focus on that!

Eviebee

I feel this way sometimes too.  I've been on a rollercoaster of emotion about Christmas.  I really love xmas and was so excited to be having a baby this year that I've been worried I won't love christmas like i used to.  I've had a lot of tears over this.  I loved my christmas baby, but I love this baby too and today I am happy to be pg.  I will be getting an ornament with my lost baby's name on it for the tree so that she is with us still. 
I don't know if it gets better.  I think I will always remember the Christmas baby that I don't have, but I also think that it's ok and my family will be what was meant to be, full of love and joy through good and bad times and always there for eachother.

Sorry that got all sentimental.  I'm happy for you that you are 15 weeks pg and soon having your spring baby too.

abs711

I feel your pain.  I should have been having a baby on Thanksgiving.  It is bitter sweet to know that I am pg again but doesn't make me wish I was having a baby in the next couple weeks!