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totally lost it last night (long)
I still feel like crap this morning. Dh has been working on Jacob's room for awhile now and we finally got it done yesterday. All the stuff that was in there has been piled up in our bedroom and I told dh yesterday that we have to move it. I can't stand it anymore. Our room isn't that big to begin with and everytime I want to open the closet I have to move a pile of stuff out of the way. He said he needed a break, that we could do it tomorrow night (today). I said fine, just go do what you want and I'll move everything myself, to which he snapped back at me, don't act llike i haven't been doing anything. I've been busting my butt trying to get everything done for you. Gee, thanks for that. So he headed downstairs and I started moving stuff. Unbeknowst to me, there were 4 glass mirrors which I didn't know were mirrors, and I threw one and it shattered. he holllers up, what are you DOING up there?? I said i didn't know these mirrors were still here, i thought you got rid of them. So he came up and we started a full blown yelling match. All of this while his mom is downstairs with jacob. I ended up in the bathroom sobbing my eyes out. I felt like such a complete wreck. he came in and told me he was sorry. I didn't even want to come out of the bathroom. I just wanted to be left alone. but then I heard him bring jacob upstairs for a bath and i didn't want him to see me like that so I pulled it together, took a shower and helped get him ready for bed. I didnt' sleep much last night, and am exhausted now. we've barely spoken since last night. and todya is my birthday. he wished me a happy bday and told me to try and have a good day, but I don't even want to smile. I just want to crawl into bed and sleep. i'm 9 mos pg and a hormonal, sleep deprived wreck.
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Re: totally lost it last night (long)
((((hugs)))). I am sorry you feel so bad.
Happy Birthday though! :-)
Oh my god.....are we living the same life because this sounds very similar to the scene at my house this weekend. And the details are even similar....we are trying to move DD to a new "big girl" room which means our 2nd floor is just a mess with stuff everywhere. DH is out of town now for this week and won't be back until Saturday night so the way the house is now is pretty how much how it has to be all week and it's driving me nuts. There's bins of stuff all down the hallway blocking the path. Bins of stuff in front of our closet that I had to move to a new spot to get my clothes out this morning. It got so bad on Saturday that I just broke down crying. On Sunday, I spent the day just angry over it. To the point that at 7 last night, I left the house by myself to go have dinner alone. I couldn't handle being home and just had to get the he!! out of there!
Good luck with everything....it sucks to be in limbo but I had to just keep telling myself that "this too shall pass" and it seemed to calm me down a little bit.
Happy Birthday! I'm sorry, hopefully everything will get better as the day goes on.