Peeper's post below (to happeewife) made me smile as I was/am the same exact way. I've never been a kid person and most certainly not a baby person. DH convinced me I *needed* a child. I didn't think I did. I am glad I listened to him. I am not going to lie- this is not all easy. The whole nursing thing still isn't going well and Jace has been incredibly fussy the last two days. But I know that this, too, shall pass. He truly is the light of my life.