ok now I know that perhapse this is slightly hormonal but I just feel like I am so disconnected now from my friends. They don't know I am pregnant but I have turned down a few invites for bar hoping events and they are noticing that I am not drinking when we go out to dinner and I go home early or am just really tierd. The bulk of our friends are marrie dbut only 1 or 2 have kids and although they all plan on having them eventually I am the oldest and I am already getting the vibe that they are cutting me out and I am sure that once they know I am prego I will hear from them even less. A bunch of us were going to go to Japan for chirstmas for snoboarding and sake, we cancled for obvious reason and I know they would be annoyed if we went since the purposly left out some friends who just had a kid.
I am also aware that then they probably aren't real friends but just "party" friends but when I look around all my real friends don't live anywhere near me (we are a military family) I'm just feeling alone and fearful that when things get rough I wont have anyone except DH to lean on and in all honesty there are some things you can only vent to your girlfriends.
anyway anyone else feeling this or am I insane and it's all in my head