Update

AmyeJean

So I had to take a LOA from my Oct board today cause with the newest BFP my emotions all ran wild and I sat in my desk and tried not to cry. It's hard reading other peoples joy when you have struggled so long. I don't expect any pity as I don't want it. But today just got to much. So I left them a nice note that I'll return in a month or so.. I just needed to focus on me.

Shyntrue.. you of all people shoudl know how I feel about that board and the BFP..lol.

Anyways.. I am on day 6 of follistim. I got my blood drawn on Monday and they said it was 228.. I have no idea if that is good or not so they bumped me back to 75 ml yesterday and today. I get my blood drawn again and another wonderful ultrasound tomorrow morning to see where I am at. I am nervous.. I think I am on a good track but ultrasounds don't lie.

But thats enough about me.. I just needed to post an update somewhere. I'm off to bed cause I have been feeling like a bus hit me the last few days.

Good luck everyone.

QE2

Just wanted to let you know I understand how you feel. Good luck at your u/s!

shyntrue

Amye,

I saw your post on Oct08.  I do understand.  Good Luck today!

GymDogFran

I think that many of us here can relate!  I have definitely had some stronger emotions than I would have anticipated through this 'journey.'

228 sounds good for CD6.  My nurse was pleased that mine was over 200 on CD6.  Ultimately, it should continue to rise and show about 200 for every mature follicle.  I think on average at trigger, most women are between 1000 and 2000.  Good start!