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I'm back again.

Nikki78Nikki78
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I can't believe this is happening to me again. I really thought having 1 MC after 3 other kids was a fluke. I thought for sure we were going to have this be our forever baby. #4 who would complete us into the family of 6 we planned for.

This time was so much worse too. The first time was tough,some spotting,no HB found on the ultrasound and a D&C the next day.

This time was different...at home...messy...traumatizing....super painful....all night in the ER. 

I am dying inside. I can not stop crying. I'm a much bigger mess than the first time.

Believe it or not I am now thinking we are done. To be thankful with our blessings and quit while we are ahead. I am now researching permanent BC. Crying   Crying   Crying

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    lax15bsulax15bsu member
    I'm so sorry... Please know we are always here for you.
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    ping1080ping1080 member

    Oh Nikki, my heart is breaking for you. I am so sorry to hear that you are back here again. You're in my thoughts & prayers.

    BTW - I just m/c'd naturally, and this time was hell as well. Hang in there!

    BFP#1 1/27/09 :: Natural m/c 2/6/09 @ 6w
    BFP#2 5/11/09 :: Natural m/c 5/27/09 @ 5w5d
    BFP#3 7/24/09 :: Missed m/c, baby stopped growing at 6w4d :: natural m/c 8/28/09 @ 8w6d
    BFP #4 11/27/09 :: DD born 7/27/10
    BFP #5 2/29/12 :: DD born 11/6/12

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    travers081906travers081906
    I am so sorry for your loss....
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    vkbaby09vkbaby09
    I am so sorry for your two losses.  My thoughts are with you and your family.  Please don't make any permanent decisions until the fog of fresh grief clears though.  I'd hate for you to forever regret a decision made under such circumstances.  (((((big hugs))))))
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    n.a.olsonn.a.olson

    Please don't make any permanent decisions until the fog of fresh grief clears though.  I'd hate for you to forever regret a decision made under such circumstances.  (((((big hugs))))))

     

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    A friend of mine mc 3 times and is now 2 months away from having a beautiful boy in her arms. So sorry!!!!!

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    candycane3tcandycane3t
    sorry for your losses, know that we are here in your time of need, HUGS
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