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Bad Day

hantzweddinghantzwedding
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We have been really slow at work lately because of the bad economy, and I have been really bored. Now, of course all of a sudden, as soon as I start getting overwhelmed with IF, work suddenly gets overwhelming too! The only people I have told about my IF at work are my boss and secretary, but everyone else is pulling me in a millon different directions. I sat down and talked to my boss today about how I am really happy for the work we are getting that we so desparately needed, but how I am really feeling overwhelmed with all the things being asked of me. It is not that I can't handle the tasks, just that I am being asked to organize and host meetings with people outside of the company, but I know that I will be missing several hours of work here and there this month for monitoring. In otherwords, I may not be able to make several meetings, much less host them. It is just hard because no one asking me to do these things knows that I will be having to leave so much. My boss is arranging for another girl to help me out and have my back, no questions asked about why I have to leave sometimes, so that is good. I just needed to cry about it a little to someone. Thanks for listening.

One other thing... I had my Saline HSG yesterday and everything looked good, but he did an ultrasound and said that my mature egg from last month formed a cyst that is still on my overy, so he is pushing everything back one week. One more week of this horrible pimply face from Loestrin Angry So instead of starting my stims this Friday, it will be next Friday the 4th. That was a little dicouraging, but one week is nothing in the big scheme of things I guess.

Me: all good
DH: dx azoo 8/3/09 found out DH has CBAVD due to Cystic Fibrosis on 8/18/09
IVF#1 w/ICSI: start stims 9/4/09, ER/MESA 9/15/09, ET 9/20/09 Transferred 2 GREAT Blasts!

Baby Boy was born on 5/14/10 at 36w 3d
(induced due to IUGR, 4 lbs 15 oz but perfectly developed and healthy)
Lilypie Second Birthday tickers

FET#1: start Lupron 9/25/11, FET 10/20/11
Transferred two 6 day hatching Blasts!
Beta #1 on 11/3/11 BFN

FET#2: start Lupron 11/20/11, FET 12/15/11
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Re: Bad Day

  • efhoping2010efhoping2010 member
    I am so sorry it seems like IVF/Azoo is one big waiting game.  I feel like it is a constant rollercoaster with too many downs.  [[Hugs]]
    H: 34 dx Azoospermia due to CBAVD from CF  
    ME: 39 IS FINE!!!  DOR and poor AMH/FSH/LH
    IVF/ICSI/PESA #1 Beta 1 373 Beta 2 1783 BOY/GIRL TWINS!! Born April 2010!!
    Natural FET 5/26/12 2 blasts Beta 1 207 Beta 2 513 Beta 3 1377 U/S 6/28 Pregnancy not viable d & c scheduled :( 
    IVF/ICSI/PESA #2 ER 11/15/12 Nothing to transfer :( 
    IVF/ICSI #3 April 2013 MDLF 3dt of 3 embryos, chemical :(  
    IVF #4/ICSI/MESA/CCS/FET EPP April 2015
    ODWU CCRM with Dr. Sch COMPLETE!!!! Put on acai supplement they are studying for DOR and embryo quality.
    DAY 3 Labs Drawn 2/26 put on vitamin D and calcium supplements
    Regroup and Protocol Reveal 3/04 "Bazooka Protocol" EPP with MDLF "Protocol 6 with patches"
    ER/MESA 4/10 ER 9 eggs retrieved MESA success found live swimmers :)
    Fertilization Report 6 eggs mature and ICSI'd 4 eggs fertilized normally
    Day 6 Report to Blast for CCS 4/16: 2 DAY 5 BLASTS BIOPSIED FOR CCS a 4AB and a 3AB!!!!
    CCS Results BOTH BLASTS CCS NORMAL!!!!!!  call on 4/24
    Regroup call to discuss CCS results and FET call on 5/20
    FET prep: CD 1 6/08 CD 3 Start BCP 6/10, HSG 6/12 Lupron Start 10 iu 6/17 End BCP 6/21 CD 1 6/23!!!
    Start vivelle patches 6/25 change e/o/d reduce Lupron to 5iu 6/25 Blood Draw 7/01, 7/08, 7/15, 7/19
    Increase vivelle patches 7/03 2 change e/o/d and 7/05 change e/o/d 3 and 7/07 4 change e/o/d add vaginal estrace 2x a day
    Lining Check/Blood Draw 7/08 and 7/15 End Lupron 7/18  Start PIO 1ml daily 7/18  Blood  Draw 7/19
    Flight to clinic 7/22
    FET 2 CCS BLASTS :):)  7/23 :):) YES YES both thawed and both fully expanded :):)
    7/26 :):) 3dp5dt PM very very faint positive FRER
    7/27: 4dp5dt Neg Digi AM but very very faint positive FRER PM POSITIVE DIGI CLEARBLUE PREGNANT 1-2 :):) 
    7/31:8dp5dt AM POSITIVE DIGI CLEARBLUE PREGNANT 2-3!!!! :):) 
    Beta 1 8/01= 408!!!!!!!!!! at 9dp5dt FET
    Beta 2 8/03 = 1014!!!!!!!!!! at 11dp5dt FET
    8/05/2015 AM POSITIVE DIGI CLEARBLUE PREGNANT 3+!!!! :):) 
    First Ultrasound: 8/20!!!!!! TWINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Genetics says BOTH BOYS!!!!!!!!!
    Second Ultrasound: 9/03!!!!!!!!!!










     










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  • CandTCandT

    It's amazing how one day, let alone a whole week, can make the biggest difference to an IFer! I just told a friend I get to start FET cycle this week and she was like "wow that's great so soon" and I was like SOON, it's been 3 long agonizing months!!!

    Anyway, sorry you have to wait a week but at least you get to continue soon. Good luck!!!

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